Wednesday, February 2, 2011

Our love story..

We met four years ago, I was 14 when I went to NMMI for my freshman year. I had two room mates while  I was there, Courtney was the second, and also the reason I met you, because she was your girlfriend. We started talking, e-mailing each other, meeting in the library to study, you even went running with me. I remember the night that we sat down next to the bleachers, we were so lost in our conversation we didn't know we were about to get in trouble for frat, or even remember that you had a girlfriend. After that night, I knew I had something special, I just didn't know then how special you truly were. We ended our year as friends, after all you were dating my "best" friend. After that the e-mails started slowing, and eventually none came at all. Three years later, the summer of 2010, I made a Facebook page, and the first person to pop up on the "people you might know" list was you. I added you and immediately soon after that we started talking again, you were deeper in your faith than ever before, and I had lost mine completely, we were only texting at the time, and you would talk to me about religion and love and all of these wonderful things in your world and all I wanted to do was listen, I wanted to know everything about you, why you were so happy, why my life was so bad and yours wasn't.The first time you called me I was so nervous, mostly because I hadn't heard your voice in three years. We talked for hours that night, we were two completely different people, but we both realized that night, that we were made for each other. I went to you for everything, the night I fell in love with you was the night, you asked if you could pray for me, and I told you yes, the fact that someone could care so much for another person that they didn't even know touched me, that night you changed my life completely. Over a month went by and I knew you were the one, by this time we were already making plans to see each other and even calling each other "babe" or "hun," so one day I got up the courage and told you that I loved you. :) You told me that you didn't want to ask me to be yours until we finally saw each other again, so we waited. On July 11, 2010 I got the call from my true best friend, Lisa, that she had lost her baby..I was on the phone with you when I got the news and I just broke down, I cried for hours on the phone with you that night, and you stayed right there with me, this night meant so much to me because it was full of pain and sorrow but also pure joy and happiness because this was the very same night you asked me to be yours. We came up with this funny idea of having two days for our anniversary, because you were in AZ, which was an hour behind NM, so when you asked me, it was midnight here, and eleven o'clock there. Soon after we began writing to each other, it took three days for your first letter to come in, I was so excited to get it, I was checking the mail every single day until I finally got it, we sent so many letters to each other, I sent you pages sweetly scented,  full of words from my heart, and even a ring, a circle that is never ending, like my love for you. You sent me things that were most precious to you, things that had more meaning than any words could describe, things that had a past, you told me your secrets, and shared your fears, you trusted me with all of your heart. For the first three months of our relationship, we spent it apart, getting to know every little detail about each other.We make the most of our time together because it's so rare, and now look at us, almost seven months together, and more in love than ever before. God made you for me, he had this planned all along :) I know he has so much more planned for us, I can't wait to see our story unfold, to see all that he has planned for us, most importantly spend the rest of my life with you, Chris, my best friend, my lover, and my future husband. I love you with all that I am, and ever will be.

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